Impossible is nothing! People who talk like that must be a big fun of Adidas or who have the spirit of putting up with all the sufferers they had and will have in the future. Talking about sufferers, I don't mean I really hate the work I have taken for more than three years, but actually I appreciate that the company turns me to be a person who have plentiful knowledge and certain capability that no other job would bring to me in such a short time.

 

Since I failed last year's PhD application, I have been wondering whether I would be one day lucky enough to overcome the time lag in another continent. Friends are keeping remind me that I have the oversea plan for thousands of years and never forgive myself to give up that dream. But, why? I don't really figure out, either. Until one day I find a new job and meet some cool guys, I think life can be different. My new boss is a great unmarried women who always try to contribute to the society but have a low-key personality. She is always enthusiastic to people around her and enjoy to talk about the law development project she is doing. From her, I know why people can throw themselves into some causes, because they never expect the pay back. I know, being an accountant in a NOG might be still far from the life and career I admire, but I am clear that I will not wake up to find myself a mature and respectable person without going through storms that few people experience. People urge me to keep every step in timetable and seize the last straw before it gets too late. It seems to me I am not good at running too fast, and the only thing I do well is to keep the plan in mind and accomplish it when people think it impossible.

 

Cheers!~~I am not over it yet, but realize I can both enjoy the fair view of life and stick to my dream.